11.44pm, alone, raining...

Hurm... Its been almost 24 hours I've been keeping myself in this room... now at 11.44pm, its raining outside, and I felt terribly alone... And for the first time, I'm scared.. This feeling is killing me... Rasa takut sngat bukan sebab elemen2 niyang rapik, tapi, kalau alone in this life, with no one to love and live with..

I never thought of that idea of living alone, ever before... And at this moment, I kinda know how it will feel like.. Gosh, I can feel the pain of that emptiness inside me... :(



Could I live without my family, friends and ful? I guess I can't...