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Bukan aku membenci mu..

Posted by Cikgu Fitrie on 3:04 PM
Kau kalungkan aku,
Rantai harapan dan kau rentapnya semula.

Kau mahkotakan aku,
Tiara cinta dan kau rampasnya kembali.

Kau sarungkan aku,
Selendang asmara dan kau rabakkan tanpa belas.

Kau taburkan aku,
Kelopak kelopak janji dan kau hanyutkan bersama arus angin masa.

Kau berikan semua itu,
sebagai hadiah yang teristimewa buat aku,
Dihari lahirku ini..

'Terima kasih' atas perpisahan ini.
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Why??

Posted by Cikgu Fitrie on 7:46 PM
I just wondering, why are so mean? In other words, why are you so cruel? Sound harsh, but that's what I felt..

I give you nothing but my love, care and attention. But why? Why are you so mean?

Is it hard to keep a little heart of mine, happy? I need none of yours except a piece of your love and attention and just minutes from your hours.. Is it hard to keep me smile even though you know, a text from you brighten my day? An 'allowed' call from me make my heart contented let alone a call from you?

I give you nothing but my love, care and attention. But something so little from you is that hard?? I'm sorry for asking to much in return..

I just love you and you know it.. Maybe I should stop loving you..


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Under appreciated or just plain un-appreciate... ( Part 1 )

Posted by Cikgu Fitrie on 12:23 PM
Both sound almost the same but carried different meanings and definitions. And in my case, I'm not sure which one is apply but the truth is, I felt the same - under and sometimes un-appreciated.

Once you love and care someone so so much, you can't help but feel defenceless. True. You are exposed to many feelings and most of them are fragile. You can't help but absorbing the attacks and pain and all the heart-ache. That's is because you are the only one who strive for the relationship while the other party is ignorance or just play dumb.

In my case, I love this person very much. No words I could utter to picture my love for him. He knows it and so as others. My gestures for him all this while only reflected how much I cared and loved and affection for him. As divine as it sounds but its all platonic. Even I couldn't describe my relationship with him. Only thing I can tell is I love him more than a brother, more than the best-est friend, more than a family and more than a man can love a woman.

to be continued...
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