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Posted by Cikgu Fitrie
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12:25 AM
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Love
sometimes, aku tertanya2.. tentang hati.. npe mudah sangat berubah2... in my case, nape mudah sangat jatuh hati?? and i read somewhere, it takes a second to fall in love.. true to that...
bukan aku tak sayang DIA, sayang sangat2... Tapi npe masih ada ruang dalam hti ni utk sayang ORANG LAIN? sedangkan aku tau, ORANG LAIN tu mmg hak sesorg... one thing bout ORANG LAIN tu, dia faham situasi ni - good for me, but at the same time ORANG LAIN tu cakap dia boleh sayang tapi xboleh bagi sepenuhnya komitmen.. fully understood coz u r hak sesorang...
mungkin adanya ruang kosong dalam hati ni sbb DIA yang yang aku rasakan semakin menjauh atau sayang dia pada aku makin berkurang - hence, the emptiness i fell? dan kehadiran ORANG LAIN tu mengisi kekosongan?
its a hard thing to keep my new relationship with ORANG LAIN under the radar, coz it was so obvious even a blind man can see... maybe my decision to keep it low IS the best thing to do for ORANG LAIN and me.
I dont want to hurt DIA. Love DIA very much, but i cannot contain my feeling toward ORANG LAIN too.. Can a person love two persons at the same time - secretly?
eventhough ORANG LAIN and i already decided that our relationship is only platonic, but i knew, and he knows, that i just plain love him, platonic-ally or not. susah kalau ada banyak sayang dalam hati ni...
too much love can kill you? true in a sense that if this entanglement is shed to DIA's light!
i've been thinnking bout ORANG LAIN a lot ( too much i must say ) lately... i think it is a gesture of my love toward ORANG LAIN... ah, susah la mcm ni... pening2...
loving somebody whom i know will never be mine, even if that person love u back, is something that i have to live with.. question is, will i be able?
