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30 minutes and 47 seconds... that showed me that u care... tq abang...

REWIND....

this morning i was tangled with mixed feeling... angry, frustration the most, feeling of deeply missed someone and etc, all snow-balled into one bulbous bag hanging on my shoulder... i couldnt concentrate at work, at all... so, i took the rest of the, off.. Odd.. Never have i left work for problem related to heart feelings before... *sigh...

these past two days, i was waiting for anything - phone call or text or even a missed call - NONE! I dont know if u knew how i felt, but the truth is, it really hurts... i know, u said countless time that u cannot 100 % commit, but its just me, that expected more from you... i wouldnt blame it on you...

bang, i know it IS hard to work something between us... and i was ready this morning to let everything go... for the sake of both of us... i was determined........................................... until u called... cleared things up... and im sorry, coz u felt obligated to apologize even it wasnt u who commited the so called crime.. i was me, bang... and i know it IS hard to keep our relationship as platonic as it should be...

i was suicidal.. then u called... and 30 minutes 47 seconds later.... i am revive and blessed to have u.. tq bang for care and love... ( even if its hard and many rocky path ahead of us ).. tq..