Mendengar keluh kesah kwn kat sekolah lama, membuatkan aku bersyukur sangat2 kerana berada di mana aku berada kini... Syukur... Besar hikmahnya berpindah ke sini... Nasib baik.. :)

Latest, I heard one of my bff kena kata macam2 sedangkan dia xde kat skolah tu.. Hurm, ciannyer kat Nani... Xpe, Nan, ko rehat la puas2, kalau betul ada problem yg major n ko rasa tertekan, ko mintak je tukar... Skolah aku ker? Haha...

Thank god, aku ngan shue happy sesangat kat environment baru... I wish all of my friends would feel like what i felt right now.. Pentadbir yg baik, kwn2 yg baik and he best part for me, ada abg yang baik.. hehe...

Kpd kwn2 yg stay kat sana tu, sabar je banyak2.. Doa la bnyak2 agar dipermudahkan segala urusan harian kat sana... Jgn stress sangat2... Kalau rasa xtahan dah, jom luahkan perasaan masing2 dalam slot 'Perjumpaan Tanpa Sebab Edisi Pertama'... Dapat idea ni pun dari Ijad! Haha... Ijad, if u read this, ko plan ea...

Diam x diam dah nak dekat nak masuk lima bulan aku kat SK LKTP Redong ni… Bnyak sungguh pengalaman yang best sepanjang 4 bulan aku kat kat sini… Dan sedih gak dengar kwn2 lama yg stress kat skolah lama.. What to do…

Best part so far, aku am very closed to somebody. Let just say my new bff… Hahaha… Bff ke? Tu mesti apa yg Shue akan cakap… Other than that, ialah kwn2 satu tempat kerje.. Mmg syiok… And today, xpernah rasa happy sepanjang 10 tahun mengajar utk gi KOKO… J

Cikgu Bad, Cikgu Rassid, Cikgu Burn, Cikgu Harits n Cikgu Aspa – best sesi karok tadi! Hahaha…

Bab kerje, mana2 skolah pun sama… Its how u n the rest made it… And for me, my GB is the best.. ( so far! ) hehehehe… Dah rasa mcm family dah ngan dia… Wife dia pun leh tahan jugak kepala.. Haha… Pade sesape nak beli tudung or baju kurung ke, pergilah ke Butik Norshah kat Bandar Utama Segamat… ( Promosi ni… )

Back to somebody that I’m close with tu, he is more than just a bff, more like a brother to me.. Finally,I have somebody to talk and share my problems with… Its not that I cannot talk with others bout that, its just that, we have mutual understanding and ‘bond’ that I felt that he can relate to myself… Its nice to have u around… J

Aku ada terasa jugak, hbgn ngan kwn2 lama semakin renggang.. Maklumla, susah nak jumpa kan... Tapi korg sentiasa ada dalam fikiran aku... Mmg korang terbaik... Miss u guys... And theres a lot to tell.. *wink*

Hopefully, apa yg aku rasa sepanjang 4 bulan ni akan berkekalan selamanya... And to my new relationships, may it last forever... <3

I did not know it until I came across a blog mentioning Wellington boots. As we Malaysian commonly called it kasut getah, or kasut noreh or ‘recently’ called kasut PCK ( Pua Chu Kang ). Funny huh, this is better sounded as Wellington boot compared to kasut getah, I might say…

And to my surprised, its not only came in traditionally black or the famous PCK yellow, but in many great designs an colours… Check this out…

The traditional black...

The Famous Yellow made famous by Pua Chu Kang!

Cherry anyone?

What bout this poppy inspired design to match that marie claire bag?

And owh, my fav.... :)

30 minutes and 47 seconds... that showed me that u care... tq abang...

REWIND....

this morning i was tangled with mixed feeling... angry, frustration the most, feeling of deeply missed someone and etc, all snow-balled into one bulbous bag hanging on my shoulder... i couldnt concentrate at work, at all... so, i took the rest of the, off.. Odd.. Never have i left work for problem related to heart feelings before... *sigh...

these past two days, i was waiting for anything - phone call or text or even a missed call - NONE! I dont know if u knew how i felt, but the truth is, it really hurts... i know, u said countless time that u cannot 100 % commit, but its just me, that expected more from you... i wouldnt blame it on you...

bang, i know it IS hard to work something between us... and i was ready this morning to let everything go... for the sake of both of us... i was determined........................................... until u called... cleared things up... and im sorry, coz u felt obligated to apologize even it wasnt u who commited the so called crime.. i was me, bang... and i know it IS hard to keep our relationship as platonic as it should be...

i was suicidal.. then u called... and 30 minutes 47 seconds later.... i am revive and blessed to have u.. tq bang for care and love... ( even if its hard and many rocky path ahead of us ).. tq..

arghhhh.... feel stressed but i really cannot tell why? feel like something is lacking in my life.. partner? have it.. love? plenty of it.. friends? load of good friends.. work? enjoyed it.. what? why do i feel like this for many nights now??

maybe, just maybe im missing ORANG ITU...? perhaps...

dalam dok melayan perasaan semalam selepas tak tdo for almost 12 hours ni, i came across this singer ADELE.. i was so mesmerized by her voice and singing that i played her song over and over again.. matilah akak sebelah ni dengar lagu ni hat ulang2 dari smlm smpi la ni... haha... :P

the song that i really like is someone like you...



wish i can sing like her... wow wow wow.. mmg feeling abis smlm dengar lagu ni... biasalah, somehow a song can relate to you and ur love life... tau2 je kan ngah feeling2 bercinta tak kesampaian ni kan...

but satu lagi things i love to do is to listen to people who covers her song on youtube... and i found this particularly person really came uo with something that i thought as good as adele... true.. listen :



hurm... nangis dapat nyanyi lagu ni depan abang... :(

listen to the lyrics then i know in your somehow-better-than-my-life u can relate to this as well.. kan...

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead.

lirik dari : http://www.metrolyrics.com/someone-like-you-lyrics-adele.html

sometimes, aku tertanya2.. tentang hati.. npe mudah sangat berubah2... in my case, nape mudah sangat jatuh hati?? and i read somewhere, it takes a second to fall in love.. true to that...

bukan aku tak sayang DIA, sayang sangat2... Tapi npe masih ada ruang dalam hti ni utk sayang ORANG LAIN? sedangkan aku tau, ORANG LAIN tu mmg hak sesorg... one thing bout ORANG LAIN tu, dia faham situasi ni - good for me, but at the same time ORANG LAIN tu cakap dia boleh sayang tapi xboleh bagi sepenuhnya komitmen.. fully understood coz u r hak sesorang...

mungkin adanya ruang kosong dalam hati ni sbb DIA yang yang aku rasakan semakin menjauh atau sayang dia pada aku makin berkurang - hence, the emptiness i fell? dan kehadiran ORANG LAIN tu mengisi kekosongan?

its a hard thing to keep my new relationship with ORANG LAIN under the radar, coz it was so obvious even a blind man can see... maybe my decision to keep it low IS the best thing to do for ORANG LAIN and me.

I dont want to hurt DIA. Love DIA very much, but i cannot contain my feeling toward ORANG LAIN too.. Can a person love two persons at the same time - secretly?

eventhough ORANG LAIN and i already decided that our relationship is only platonic, but i knew, and he knows, that i just plain love him, platonic-ally or not. susah kalau ada banyak sayang dalam hati ni...

too much love can kill you? true in a sense that if this entanglement is shed to DIA's light!

i've been thinnking bout ORANG LAIN a lot ( too much i must say ) lately... i think it is a gesture of my love toward ORANG LAIN... ah, susah la mcm ni... pening2...

loving somebody whom i know will never be mine, even if that person love u back, is something that i have to live with.. question is, will i be able?

tepat kol 12, hp aku berbunyik.. aku tak baca pun msg tu, sbb ngantuk sangat... been sleeping from 8pm to 2am... ngantuk sangat.. semalam was a hectic day... bngun jap pun lupa nak baca msg.. only this morning teringat ada msg... rupa2nya my bff, Ainie Awang dah selamat bersalin... 31 March 2011...

pape hal pun, if u read this, congratulations on ur newborn baby boy... happy sangat2... kalau baie ko dah tak nak, bagik kat aku ea.. hehehe...

haish... tension tul.. dah dua hari dah tak bertegur.. actually ada gak dia tegur, tapi mls nak layan.. buat2 tak tau sbb geram n sakit ati n sedih.. hurm.. we'll see, how many days will this predicament will last... :)

enuff with this stupid condition, i reckon, nak pikir nak masak ape lak hari ni...baru tadi dapat dua batang ginger torch dari kak mislah... nak masak asam pedas la rini... xbuat buat kerabu udang ke sotong... yummy... mana nak carik resepi kalau bukan kat resepi.mesra.net.... :) Fav spot kalau nak cari resepi melayu... ada gak resepi yg aku uploadkan.. bubur ayam ala segamat istimewa katanya... resepi : klik sini...

bukan gambar sebenar! sekadar hiasan, bak kata org tua2:P

owh, lupe.. semalam shue n wan ajak ikut dia balik perak.. mcm nak, macam mls pun ada.. satu sbb jauh, satu sbb kejap je.. kalau 2 3 bulan kat sana, nak jugak aku gi... tapi since my live n love life ni pun dah macam upside down, crumbling and crippling, rasa mcm nak je tenangkan fikiran jap.. entah la...

lama dah tak gi perak.. dpat jalan2 sehari dua best gak kan... teringin nak gi tambun lagi...

miss him a lot la...