Still in love?

In my mind, yes i still love him. But in my heart, its kinda lost the sparks when i meet him for the first time after a long time we didnt see each other. What does it mean. Am i imagining i still like him or am i really still love him. If yes to the latter, so where's the sparks im dying to rejoice after all these time he's been absent for quite sometimes?

Do i really need him or have i been longing for the time we were once unseperable item, once again? I really like him but do i still love him... Even a cold shoulder treatment he gave when we were apart?

I don't know... I just dont know...