Edisi Buah-Buahan Lagi

Kemunting? Pernah dengar? Makan? Apa rasanya. Minggu lepas bila ada budak2 tanya pasal kemunting ni, nak expalin pun susah. Sebab nak cari kat tepi sekolah xde. Sib baik, ada pic yg dah lama tersimpan ni... Kemunting ni buahnya manis, kecik je, dan tumbuh bersepah2 kat kawasan kampung.

Pic ni diambil kat umah my late grandma... Masa kecik2, aku ngan along selalu berebut carik buah ni.. Yum... Teringat zaman kecik2, 12 tahun yang lalu... hahhaa... Ramai yang kalau nengok pokok ni ingat ni pokok senduduk, buah dia pun hampir sama, tapi tak sebenarnya.. ( eh, ye ke? not sure la... ) Tapi makcik aku, selalu cakap ni bukan pokok senduduk, sebab daun dia lain sikit. Pokok senduduk pun mcm ni gak la.. Tapi tak pernah lak teringin nak makan buah senduduk..

Ni pokok dia. Kategori shrubs la jugak...

Closer look at the leaves... 

Close up buah kemunting

Kemunting di telapak tangan ku yang mulus...

Abaikan kuku yang tidak dimanicure itu lagi... Xsempat weh..

Ni la pokoknya... 

So, kalau ada sesape yg rasa ada pokok ni kat rumah dia, try2 la rasa... 

Disclaimer : Kalau mabuk atau masuk spital, den tak tanggungjawab. Hehehe...

Hari ni nak cerita kejadian buah jambu. Jambu air atau water apple dalam bahasa inggerisnya.. Sebabnya dulu masa kecik2, zaman ilmu saintifik ni kurang lagi, ingatkan rambut2 hitam kat buah jambu tu akar jambu.. hehehe... silly kan.. Ghupenyer, tu adalah bunga dia... As i grew, i learnt that, buah jambu tu asalnya dari bunga. samalah dengan beberapa jenis buah yang lain ie mangga, jambu batu dll...

Ni la putik jambu. Masa mula2 proses kejadian buah ni, ia bermula dengan putik jambu..

Pastu, barulah putik jambu ni jadi bunga... lawakan... Agak2 manis tak kalau wat hiasan dikepala masa perhimpunan pagi hari isnin??? 

Nah, gambar bunga lagi.. Xtau nape leh ter-ada dua... hurm... *pelik

Pas bunga dia yang panjang2 tu gugur, barulah dia mula membentuk menjadi buah.. Oppsss.. Belum boleh makan lagi... Tunggu sat!

Ni pun dalam proses tumbesaran buah jambu tu... Ni pun lum leh makan lagi... Tapi kalau hangpa tunggu sat, nanti masak la buah tu.. Oleh kerana takde gambar buah yang dah cukup masak, google sendiri lah ye!

Bye for now...

These few days, i must say, isn't the best days of the week. Fact is, worst. Being me is very unpredictable. Sometimes my unpredictability amazes me. Gituu!! Having to juggle life with works and studies and personal life is something that needed solid perseverance and hard rock determination. What lacking is support! Yes, I have many friends to support me, my family nevertheless, but, still i felt something is missing. I know what it is, and it really hard for me to get. Trust me, it is really hard to get!

Motif sangat kan poster ni!

haaaaaaaisshhhh.... Benci sangat kalau rasa mcm ni la... I always 'visited' by this sentiment which I hated the most. it made me weak and unprecedented. If i am a country, this the right time to attack and conquer. my fragility is at it highest tip! one undeniably soft blow could bring me down... Haiya.. matilah macam ni... Nak kata midlife crisis, yewww... andropause? apatah lagi! I just need my motivation back.. Please come home soon k.. 

Bebudak TESL 3, ni adalah notes sikit2 yang aku buat sebelum I declared myself as unemployed. Nak quit study and nak quit being a teacher who was always mistreated, misunderstood, misplaced and underestimated beserta always being discriminate... ( Yes, memang emo hari ni )...

Klik dimana mahumu...

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Nature Of Language

Learning Language Process

Language Learner

Language Acquisition Versus Learning

Topic 1 : Language acquisition and learning – key concepts and issues Settled!

and the list of other notes will be published later.

Untuk bebudak Tesl 3, ni notes untuk nature of language, topic 1.1

donlod la kalau nak... kat sini hah...

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Say "Pete Cute" and download *kalau x tak jadik*

Dia ni lah yang buat hidup tak keruan... miss you...

Its you

You and me... 

betul kan? betul kan? betul kan.... 

Tetiba je pagi ni mood aku tak berapa nak elok. Geram pun ada. Hopefully takdelah sampai kepetang mood swing aku ni. Tension la bila nak marah2 je ni. Blood presure pun naik mendadak2. I hate when things gone wrong or not according to plan. En Arm pun xde contact jugak. Frustnyer... I know dia tak rasa apa yang aku rasa, I just wish, he knew... Tu je kisah pasal bad mood.

Ni kisah chess pulak. Hari jadual x pack sangat... Pagi 7.20-8.20 ada satu murid satu sukan... Kena buat permainan catur. OMG, lupa nak sediakan bahan... Oppsss... Well, hey, nobody reminded me.. Hehe... Walaubagaimana pun, kelab chess ni setiap tahun ada je mende kelakar yang berlaku. Teaching a primary students with no formal training or knowledge with the games ni memang la mencabar bagik guru-guru catur ni. Especially bila cikgu nyer ni a.k.a aku pun sama2 tak tau pasal catur ni...

Last year, ajar budak ikut print dalam kotak catur tu... And the moves sume ada kat kotak tu... Tak salah pun aku at that time sebab ajar ikut manual kat kotak tu. I supposed memang betul la semua yang ada kat situ. And last year juga, ada few mixed up untuk pertandingan daerah / zon, last2 budak2 yg dah training selama over a month tu, tak dapat pergi... I was told ada yg nanges... huhuhu...

Then, this year i found out that, apa yang aku ajar tahun lepas salah. Ha? Yup, Supposed kedudukan king berhadapan dengan opponent tapi aku ajar kedudukan king tu bertentangan. Haiya! Apalah la punya syarikat yang kuarkan chess tu.. Hampeh...  Sib baik la tahun lepas tak anta wakil, kalau tak wat malu kompeni je.. hahaha...

Apa yang kelakar last year, yang sampai hari ni aku ingat lagi ialah bila sorang budak tahun 4 tahun lepas. Lepas dah terangkan cara jalan dll, aku arahkan agar budak2 ni main bersama pasangannya. Then bila budak2 sibuk nak check kan king lawan masing2, budak angkat tangan, seraya berkata "CIKGU, KALAU DAH HAJI NAK BUAT APA?" aku apa lagi, macam nak pecah perut ketawa... Haha... Main dam aji rupe nyer! hahaha...

This year pulak, ada budak tahun 3 ni, jalan kan kuda dia macam kuda perang. sauk semua! Kalau kita main, kuda akan makan buah yang ada kat hujung L tu kan, ni tak, dia makan semua yang ada dalam laluan L tu.. Haaaaish... Nampaknya kene kerja keras la kitorg tahun ni nak ajar bebudak ni main chess...

I've been listening to this and I cried. How much these lyrics mean so much to me. And I promise

"I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay"

I Will Be - Leona Lewis

There's nothing I could say to you

Nothing I could ever do to make you see

What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried

Still you never said goodbye and now I know

How far you'd go

I know I let you down but it's not like that now

This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

I thought that I had everything

I didn't know what life could bring

But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right

The only one I let inside

Now I can breathe 'cause you're here with me

And if I let you down, I'll turn it all around

'Cause I would never let you go

I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

Without you I can't breathe

I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave

You're all I got, you're all I want, oh

'Cause without you I don't know what I'd do

I can never, ever live a day without you

Here with me, do you see you're all I need?

And I will be, all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

I will be all that you want and get myself together

'Cause you keep me from falling apart

And all my life, I'll be with you forever

To get you through the day and make everything okay

Mungkin ramai yang kenal aku sebagai aku yang nampak hanya diluaran sahaja. Bukan salah mereka pun untuk menilai apa yang mereka lihat mahupun menyalahkan mereka atas persepsi itu. Ibarat kata mr arm, hanya maniam yang mengenal manikam. hahaha.. silly you!

Kenapa nak timbulkan isu ni dalam blog ni selepas 32 tahun bernafas dan selepas 5 tahun berblogging? Ada kisah disebalik itu, sebenarnya. Hanya a few je yg tahu, and hanya a few je yg memahami... One thing la, I hate it when people judge me because of my exterior. That is simply not fair! My look doesnt justify of what i am.. Sometime, kecewa gak sbb my appearance preeced my reputation. Cheh! reputasi la kunun.. Hahaha...

"I work very hard for people to respect at what I do, because people does not respect at what I am." 

Pete Othman, 2008

Susahkan.. Being a person of different personalities, likes and looks memang mencabar. Antara kata2 diskriminasi oleh salah seorang yang kununnya bijaksana dan pandai. "I'm glad I'm not teaching that class".. Ouch! For real, u have to say that out loud? For real?? Guess u lacked that EQ since theres no room for it since, I supposed, your IQ was filling out that small pea sized brain of yours.

Benar, masa tu adalah jugak rasa marah and tak puas hati, being discriminate for how present myself, but that doesnt give her the right to utter those degrading statement for my fragile psyche!

Apa2 pun, look on the bright side, many have said to me that I am good at what I do. Guess 'em right. Therefore, I'm not gonna make people belittle of me and I will prove to the world that I am better in every way.

"I am beautiful, no matter what they say.  (But hey, they told me that I'm beautiful, guess its not an issue here, right!)"

Pete Othman, Facebook, 2012

P/S : I missed him very3 much...