I heard this song first, not so long ago. I love it. But, few weeks ago, I watched Glee and heard them sang this song, it brought this song to a new level which I might say, complementing that particular episode. And the song was about life and how people perceived life.. True, sometimes we were mistreated, under estimated and misunderstood, and we seem to be failing on life when everything gone wrong. Listen to this and understand the words, coz it is really motivating...  (And the part I highlighted, that's what i thought of you.. mr arm )

Made a wrong turn

once or twice.

Dug my way out,

blood and fire.

Bad decisions,

that's alright.

Welcome to my silly life.

Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood!

Miss "No way,It's all good", it didn't slow me down

Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated!

Look, I'm still around...

Pretty pretty please!

Don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than, less than perfect

Pretty pretty please

If you ever ever feel like you're nothing you are perfect to me.

You're so mean (Your so mean)

When you talk (When you talk) about yourself, you were wrong

Change the voices (Change the voices) in your head(In the head)

Make them like you instead

So complicated, look how we all make it!

Filled with so much hatred... such a tired game

It's enough! I've done all I can think of

Chased down all my demons, I've seen you do the same.

Oh, pretty pretty please

Don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than, less than perfect

Pretty pretty please

If you ever ever feel like you're nothing you are perfect to me

The whole world's scared so I swallow the fear

The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer

So cool in line, and we try try try,

But we try too hard and it's a waste of my time

Done looking for the critics, cause they're everywhere

They dont like my jeans, they don't get my hair

Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time

Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty please!

Pretty pretty please,

Don't you ever ever feel

Like you're less than, less than perfect

Pretty pretty please

If you ever ever feel like you're nothing, you are perfect to me Yeaaahhh...!

You are perfect, you're perfect!

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing

You are perfect to me.

Apa kene mengena pemetik api dengan aku? I'm a smoker? Yes. In my defense, I'm a relatively new to smoking , okhay! But, thats not the point.. Tetiba je nak wat post pasal lighter? Like the title of my post, hanya fuad* yang tahu.. Yes, he's the only one that would know about this particular lighter... hehehe... 

Then sekotak tissue lak? Whatta! Tu je kot yang Fuad tak tahu lagi.. hihi...

Biarlah rahsiakan kan, Ad... By the way, Fuad is my new BFF.. Hehehe... Apa2 pun, I haven't being happy like this since late last year... And after yesterday, 24th March, I ( or we ) have sorted everything, and Alhamdulillah, things hopefully will getting better.. Like Fuad said, "aku suka ko hepi2 pete"... tq ad.. 

And I try not fight, misunderstood or do anything to harm this relationship anymore. Coz I'm done crying... And a good relationship it's not a crying game... And on my behalf, I promise to be a better person, for me, for you and for us...

p/s : Seminggu tu nak bertemankan lighter and a box of tissue.... *nanges

it was long ago before i had so much fun and happiness in my life. well, alhamdulillah, today i had one. i just dont know why, being together, in every situation given, we seem to be laughing all day long. and that, really makes me happy...

tq, u.

Sucks as it may sound, but really, it is a challenge more than a burden. I was never seen myself as a student after being a teacher. let alone, sitting for hours on that crippling student chair that made my back ache like hell, especially i havent got any sleep a night before. Seriously, i always smiled after each class... ngeeee... nak tau nape? hehehe... sbb saya ada biarlah rahasia sahaja…

Even I haven’t got time to blog like I used to. Sucks right ( yea like millions of people read your blog mr pete! ) Anyway, entah tetiba je hari ni nak mencurahkan isi hati pada sekeping hati blog yg almost bersawang, almost okhay! Means blum sangat la nak bersawang… I do read my own past entries like my holidays, food I ate, people I met and strange things I encounter…

Back to topic, part time students ni memang mencabar. Mana nak jalankan tugas hakiki, mana nak jalankan tugas sampingan, mana nak buat assignments, mana nak jalankan my social life and the list goes on.. tell you the truth, baju dah 2 3 minggu tak basuh sbb xde masa or just simply malas.. huhu.. tak caya, see for yourself!

( pic xleh upload la.. nanti ea )

Tu ada half yang dah angkat! Haha.. Super malas kan… kalau ada perasan baju pink tu, tu la baju masa gi study okay.. mek baru nak basuh... Sib baik stoclk baju banyak and recently, patah tiang yg sangkut baju dalam almari tu... Baje seberat tuannya? apakah???

No wonder kengkawan nak datang umah sume kene rejek! Hahaha… tu tak masuk lagi masalah emosi dll. Malas nak citer la bab emosi2 ni. Mcm dah xde meaning to me dah… *majuk…

All I wanted to say is, being a part time student is how you manage your time and plan your life ahead. True, kalau tak memang la sume tak jadik. Hopefully me and my abg, my friends fuad, gary and burn as well as all my tesl 3 mate, kita akan harungi ini semua dan berjaya bersama2...

PS : Abg, jom celebrate makan beluga caviar...

its a sturgeon roe la, bukan beluga whale okhay!

contoh lesson plan. its not mine tapi leh edit2 k...

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peeps, here are some links that could be useful for our literasi bahasa assignment. not sure if the formats are correct, however these materials should be able to be a guideline for writing the :

cadangan kertas kerja : clique here

jawatankuasa dan deskripsi tugas : clique here

hope these will help...

hard note : in cadangan kertas kerja, it is only a sample of kertas kerja ( kertas cadangan hari apresiasi ) and in the jawatankuasa and descripsi tugas, there will be a 'fail meja' which includes all the processes of hari apresiasi and the jawatankuasa as well as the some other stuff... feel free to explore... :)

xoxo,

pete othman

haish.. xlama lagi je dah nak masuk bulan Februari.. Tapi bulan januari ni rasa sangat disia2kan oleh insan yang bernama pete fitrie raphael ini.... *fengsan

seriously, bulan satu ni is when things are not going the right way... a streak of bad luck shall i say, nope, make that unlucky stuff, had happened to me - emotion department mostly...

below is the series of unfortunate events that had taken place :

1. 7th - Accident ( damn you lorry drive, damn you )

2. 1-20th - disaster in the relationship deparment / unable to focus on my job

3. 13th - my powerpoints slides went missing - thought my computer was going kaput. needed it the day after (imagine that) - a very un-organized work and bad self management...

4. 15th - giving back my myvi to the bank.. was a very emotional day...

5. 19th - have to swallow the bitter love pill.. i was crying the whole day, mind you! i was very SUICIDAL!!!

6. 7th to present - borrowing a friend of mine his car ( whatta... )

but, on the 20th, ada sorg ustaz tu cakap yang sangat menyejukkan hati ni... lebih kurang macam ni la dia cakap "ala, biasalah tu... mula2 kita ni diduga dulu, pastu akan dapat hadiah yang lagi besar dari ni semua..." *tears...

betul jugak.. even i have already knew that, but coming from someone else's vocal cords, really buat hati ni jadi sejuk sangat... InsyaAllah...

hopefully, i manage to do something good for the remaining days of January and be back on my feet here after... need to focus on my job, feel the love around me and live life to the fullest... kawan2, doakan saya ya...

See this Cartoon!

Dua hari lepas aku ngan shu n wan gi makan kat kedai nasi beriani bp kat segamat baru. Dekat je ngan umah aku.

Naai beriani dia pun sedap jugaklah.. Kira kalau rasa malas nak gi batu pahat nak makan nasi beriani, ni la alternatif terbaik utk org2 segamat..

Tak rugi pun makan kat sini sbb makan dia sedap n harga xia pun ok.. Rasa2 nak makan kat sini cari je kedai ni kat segamat baru depan kedai tayar gmax...